Showing posts with label Fear of Unknown. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Fear of Unknown. Show all posts
Sea
 of Galilee 

Where is Jesus in the Storm?

“Lord where are you?”  This is my cry in the storms we are enduring in our lives at this time.  Living in the fear that the waves of sickness and disease will overpower us and we will be tossed by fever, aches, coughs and other painful symptoms of this Coronavirus (Covid 19).  Will we drown in the throes of this unseen enemy?  Will it sweep us off our feet and into a hospital bed?  Lord, can you hear me crying out to you to calm this disease and take it away? 

In the midst of  fighting this disease, we are staying at home, going to stores when necessary, wearing masks over our nose and mouth, keeping at least 6 feet from other people, and avoiding people if at all possible.  People without masks or getting closer than we like are looked at with suspicion and often anger.  We have become isolated in our fears of contracting this disease. 

For some, isolation leads to depression, loneliness, and anger.  Others will become accustomed to this isolated life and not want to leave home when the restrictions are removed. Lord, where are you in our time of loneliness, fear and anger?  Why can’t you hear us?

Matthew 8 recounts a time in the life of Jesus and his disciples  when he heard their pleas and stilled a storm. Jesus had been teaching, healing all day by the Sea of Galilee to a large crowd of people.  They had been following him for several days and Jesus gave of himself over and over to fill their physical needs and taught them with parables to fill their spiritual needs. 

Being pressed by the crowd, Jesus got into a boat to continue teaching until he was completely exhausted.  Can you not see his drooping shoulders, hear his rasping voice and see his hands and legs trembling? He stumbled to the stern of the boat, sat down, put his head on a pillow, stretched out and fell into a deep sleep.  

Matthew recounted the event in this way:

“23 Then he got into the boat and his disciples followed him. 24 Suddenly a furious storm came up on the lake, so that the waves swept over the boat. But Jesus was sleeping. 25 The disciples went and woke him, saying, “Lord, save us! We’re going to drown!”
26 He replied, “You of little faith, why are you so afraid?” Then he got up and rebuked the winds and the waves, and it was completely calm. 27 The men were amazed and asked, “What kind of man is this? Even the winds and the waves obey him!”

I can see the disciples bailing water out of the boat as the waves washed over the sides, sweat running down their faces, fear causing them to panic and bail faster.  They knew they were in danger of being engulfed by the waves as the boat sank and would lose their lives in the deep, dark waters of The Sea of Galilee.  

During all this frantic activity, Jesus was sleeping soundly!  Can you imagine the dismay on their faces as they looked at each other and then at this man sleeping while they were in danger?  What was his problem? Was he deaf to their cries?  Did he not care? 

Shaking Jesus awake, they screamed above the howling winds “Lord, save us for we are going to drown.” Jesus looked at them with tired eyes and asked, “You of little faith, why are you so afraid?” 

Then he looked out over the stormy sea and told the waves to be calm and they became calm.  The winds stopped howling in fury, and I believe Jesus went back to sleep.  

These men who had walked and talked with Jesus. Heard his teachings asked “Who is this man that the sea and the winds obey his commands?”  Where have they been?  

Where have we been?  We have the Bible to tell us that Jesus knows our every thought, knows where we have been, where we are, and what we are facing tomorrow.  We are his children, living in his kingdom, and have the blessing to talk to him in prayer all the time.  He is in the boat with us!!

He has heard me every time I asked Him to remove this terrible disease.  He knows mine and your frustrations and fears.  He knows how afraid we are of being sick or possibly dying and could and will calm this “storm” when it is time.

Why has he allowed this period of sickness and death to sweep our world?  I don’t know but I do know He is in the boat with us and will comfort us and give us peace as we ride out the storm.

Psalm 4:8 (ESV):”In peace I will both lie down and sleep;  for you alone, O LORD, make me dwell in safety.” John 16:33 (ESV): 33 I have said these things to you, that in me you may have peace. In the world you will have tribulation. But take heart; I have overcome the world.”

What more do we need?  These 2 promises tell us that we can lie down and sleep in peace for we will be safe,  He has overcome the world and won that victory for us. 

Where are you Lord?  Right here with us.  He will calm the storms in our lives and give us peace so we can face the storms of life with the knowledge he is here in the boat with us
Amen and amen

Frances 





Sea of Galilee






When I Am Afraid


Dear Lord, sitting outside in the quiet of the late afternoon, listening to the quiet sounds of birds settling in their nests for the night, a brief splash of a fish in the pond, watching the sun set in lovely pinks and blues, I am fearful of tomorrow and the days after.  The world is fighting a microscopic enemy named Covid 19, a deadly virus and I am tired, weary and afraid. 

Because we are isolated from our friends and family, we are lonely and disheartened.  Friends die and we cannot have funerals, they are sick and we can’t visit, financial difficulties plague their businesses and livelihood and the list goes on.  We try to comfort by social media, notes and phone calls but is that enough?

Father, I plead with you  each and every day to remove this virus from our world and you don’t seem to hear me.  I have begged for your mercy but it is still here and illness and death continue to multiply around us.  Have you not heard me?  Why don’t you answer me?  Are you there?

In desperation, I turned to your Word and began to search for a message from you to ease my fears and give me courage to face the coming days.  You, oh Father, led me to  James 1:6
“But when you ask, you must believe and not doubt, because the one who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the wind”.  As I have prayed, begged and pleaded, have I doubted that you could take this virus away?  Am I being blown and tossed about by the news on the TV and Internet?  Have I listened to negative people who don’t know you and the salvation that you have for them?  Am I like the waves of the sea tossed around by the news media not always telling the truth?  What can I believe? I must believe in you and you alone for you are the creator and have it all under your control even when I don’t see your plan.  Your plan is perfect, Lord give me faith. 

Is there any help for me, oh Lord? Psalm 27:1 “The Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? The Lord is the strength of my life; of whom shall I be afraid? “ Here is your answer and why have I not remembered?  You are the light in the darkness and my eternal salvation so why do I fear anything in this world?.  You are my strength when I am weakened by doubts and fears of the unknown and I should not be afraid of anyone or anything. You will light my way and give me the strength to walk in the confidence that you, oh Lord are my strength and my salvation. 

Isaiah 26:3  tells me  “You will keep in perfect peace all who trust in you, all whose thoughts are fixed on you!”, Thank you dear Father for the perfect peace which will calm my fears, give me joy even in the middle of the storm, and may I keep my thoughts focused on you and not the world with all its noise and tumult. 

Psalm 91:1-2 “Those who live in the shelter of the Most High will find rest in the shadow of the Almighty. This I declare about the Lord: He alone is my refuge, my place of safety; he is my God, and I trust him.”  Forgive me Father for not remembering that we are sheltered in you and find rest in your shadow.  You are our safe place, our God and Father and my trust is in you alone.  Forgive me for being afraid and showing a lack of trust in your love and care for me and all your children.  

I praise you Father God for being there for me even when I doubt and am afraid.  You are my refuge, my fortress and my deliverer.  I love you and praise your Holy Name.  I praise you for even now answering my prayers. 
Amen and Amen